U koju laž da gledam?

from Igra Pre​ž​ivljavanja (IP) by Abergaz

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Drums created online via potato PC at my parents flat, instruments recorded in Surogat place via potato laptop and 15W amp, and vocals inside car on empty Lidl parking via expensive smartphone and headphones, during April 3th, 2020 in Zagreb. Music inspired by Spermbirds, M.D.C. & Molchat Doma. Lyrics inspired by dating life. Sending love. <3

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Na webu pišeš da si vegan
Dok te ja u oči gledam
Kako uživaš
U svinjskoj kobasi

Kažeš mi da si artista
Iako ne stvaraš ništa
Osim autodestrukcije
Sebi i drugima

Kažeš da istjeruješ boga
Čak iz popa, kao barut iz topa
Iako Ga želiš naći
Više i od svećenika

Kažeš da mrziš ormaruše
Iako i sam si jedan
Reci mi dragi
U koju laž da gledam

U koju laž da gledam
U onu da iz šale hejtaš
U koju laž da gledam
U onu da pomoć ti ne trebaš

U koju laž da gledam
Dok si svojeg bivšeg maziš
U koju laž da gledam
U onu da je tu, da on mene pazi

U koju laž da gledam
I zašto si opet na mene bijesan
U koju laž da gledam
U onu da i mene izdati nećeš

U koju laž da gledam
U onu da me voliš, jer sam iskrena
U koju laž da gledam
U onu da se nećeš opet, lažima predat?

Ne smijem ti proturiječit
Jer odmah se raspizdiš
I kada sam pristojna
Poniženje samo vidiš

Nećeš nikog nadići
Dokle god si abuser
Džaba ti i password
Kada su ti traume user

Uzdaj se u se
I u svoje kljuse
Govoriš mi dok pušiš
Manipulacije

Istih onih dilera
Što ne mogu bez ovisnika
Istih onih moćnika
Što ne mogu bez mučenika

Nemam više druge riječi
Nego hvala ti za block
Radije ću sama biti
Nego pušit takav cock

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On web you write that you are vegan
While I look into your eyes
How much you enjoy
In pig sausage

You say to me that you're artist
Even you don't create anything
But auto destruction
To you and to others

You say that you drive out the god
Even from priest, like gunpowder from cannon
Despite the fact that you wanna find him
More than a pope

You say that you hate closet people
Even you are one too
Say to me darling
In which lie should I look?
In which lie should I look?
In one that you hate because of joke
In which lie should I look?
In one that you don't need help

In which lie should I look?
While you cuddle with your ex
In which lie should I look?
In one that he is here to look after me

In which lie should I look?
And why are furious again on me
In which lie should I look?
In one that you'll not betray me too

In which lie should I look?
In one that you love me, because I'm honest
In which lie should I look?
I one that you will not give yourself to lies?

I'm not allowed to contradict you
Because you always get furious
Even when I am polite
Only submission you see

You'll not rise above anyone
As long as you are abuser
Screw your password
When trauma is your user

Trust in yourself
And in your horse
You say to me
While biting manipulations

From same dealers
That can't without addicts
From same potentates
That can't without martyrs

I don't have any other words
But thank you for the block
I'll rather be alone
Than suck cock like that

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from Igra Pre​ž​ivljavanja (IP), track released April 3, 2020
Sonja "Njec" Hranjec

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